So heres what happens:
I am walking a beautiful woman down an aisle in a church. I look to be around 40 or 45 (somehow I know its me), and I see a whole crowd of people in the rows. There are two men up on the platform, one in a tuxedo, the other in priest gowns.
If you haven't guessed already, its a wedding. This woman's wedding. My daughter's wedding. Call me crazy, but I just know its my daughter, why else would I be walking her down the aisle? She has a simply gorgeous face: big blue eyes, slightly pale complexion, small nose, tight lips. Long blonde-brown hair, shes not anorexic, nor is she obese. Shes perfect.
Another thing I noticed, she had a lilly in her hair. That is(besides a daisy) my absolute most favorite flower ever.
I have no idea what to make of it, but I hope and pray I get to meet her someday. I wish I knew her name... Ive already decided on names for girls if I have any. Anabelle, or Isabella.
She even looks like me! The same gold ring around her eyes, the same hair color, and type. I wonder who her mother is...
I've been having it for about two weeks now... Anything is better than nightmares, which I have gotten alot lately. I actually hope that I have the dream, just so I can see her again. The long flowing hair, the big bright smile... I'm getting teary just talking about it!
...Excuse me if I sound like a lunatic nut-job. I just hope that maybe, someday, I'll get to meet her.
~Tim
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
A new fascination?
Yep, you heard it right. I have a new favorite clothes store. Which is weird, because I have never been self-conscious about clothes. I didn't like Hollister, it smelled funny, and was not my style. Abecrombie and Fitch did not interest me either. But when we went in to Aeropostale, I fell in love. No, not literally. The cloth is nice, and its very comfortable. Half of the shirts I own are great, but not like these. Sure, I don't need anything fancy. I hate to sound like a stereotypical teenager: "I NEED these clothes." Well, I don't. But it would be "nice" to own a couple shirts and a jacket or so.
Ay mi. Its just getting the money to shop there... I have $20 from babysitting, and then will soon have $10 from chores. Wow, I sound rediculous.
...And Now Michael Jackson is dead. I liked his old music, but he wasnt my favorite artist. I'm sad he died, but its not as big an impression on me as, say, when Steve Irwin died. I had watched his show for a long time, and then he was suddenly killed. I have only heard a couple of Michael Jacksons songs, and then he died. He was a fantastic singer though. Rest in peace man, and God bless you.
I can't think of anything to say past this, but I read the book "The Little Prince" Yesterday and this morning. BEST. STORY. EVER. It brought tears to my eyes, made me laugh, and when I talked about it with mom later, she brought up something that mad me appreciate the book even more. The tie between the fox and the little boy was like the tie I shared with my cat, Kramer.
We recently (a couple months ago) put him down, his liver was failing, and he was close to death. He was the Family pet, but was more my moms cat than anyones. We got him when I was around 1 and a half, and when I went in with dad to put him down, I was crying like a baby. I had a close friendship with him, andI still miss him, but I know he is happy, healthy, and stronger where he is now.
A quote from the book also struck me, this was one of my favorites:
"That which is essential is invisible."
Think about it.
~Timmeh
Ay mi. Its just getting the money to shop there... I have $20 from babysitting, and then will soon have $10 from chores. Wow, I sound rediculous.
...And Now Michael Jackson is dead. I liked his old music, but he wasnt my favorite artist. I'm sad he died, but its not as big an impression on me as, say, when Steve Irwin died. I had watched his show for a long time, and then he was suddenly killed. I have only heard a couple of Michael Jacksons songs, and then he died. He was a fantastic singer though. Rest in peace man, and God bless you.
I can't think of anything to say past this, but I read the book "The Little Prince" Yesterday and this morning. BEST. STORY. EVER. It brought tears to my eyes, made me laugh, and when I talked about it with mom later, she brought up something that mad me appreciate the book even more. The tie between the fox and the little boy was like the tie I shared with my cat, Kramer.
We recently (a couple months ago) put him down, his liver was failing, and he was close to death. He was the Family pet, but was more my moms cat than anyones. We got him when I was around 1 and a half, and when I went in with dad to put him down, I was crying like a baby. I had a close friendship with him, andI still miss him, but I know he is happy, healthy, and stronger where he is now.
A quote from the book also struck me, this was one of my favorites:
"That which is essential is invisible."
Think about it.
~Timmeh
Monday, June 22, 2009
Headache after Headache... Will it end?
So, this past week was a little boring, to say in the least. I spent most of my time holed up in the upstairs of my grandparents beautiful house, and all I did was get on the computer, watch t.v, and text people and complain. This lasted about 3 days, before my Granny decided we needed to have some fun.
So, I became more active around the house- I helped her clean, we played ladder-ball (she creamed me at it a couple times) and we also played a neat dice game called Yahtzee. We also went to go see "Imagine that" which was simply fantastic.
And soon after the fourth afternoon at her house, I started developing these HORRIBLE headaches. It literally felt like someone was crushing the left half of my brain with a mallet, over and over and over again. I had to stand up, walk around a little, lay back down, and do it all again repeatedly. I thought I was going insane.
This has been going on for about a week now.
The last one I've had occured this morning, shortly after my Orthodontist appoinment. I got home, turned on the TV to watch Star Wars, and sat down. Then it felt like something was creeping up the left half of my head. POWPOWPOWPOWPOWPOWPOW. I put my hand on my head and I could feel it pulsing.
I have no idea what to do.
Mom is taking me to a doctor, but she wants me to fill out a small nothebook of when these headaches occur. And I have noticed something; They always happen on the left half of my head. All I want is for it to stop. I don't know how much more of it I can take. These aren't headaches, they're migraines. My dads are probably much worse than mine, but I am in so much pain when they do occur.
...and thank you for reading my complaints.
~Timmeh
So, I became more active around the house- I helped her clean, we played ladder-ball (she creamed me at it a couple times) and we also played a neat dice game called Yahtzee. We also went to go see "Imagine that" which was simply fantastic.
And soon after the fourth afternoon at her house, I started developing these HORRIBLE headaches. It literally felt like someone was crushing the left half of my brain with a mallet, over and over and over again. I had to stand up, walk around a little, lay back down, and do it all again repeatedly. I thought I was going insane.
This has been going on for about a week now.
The last one I've had occured this morning, shortly after my Orthodontist appoinment. I got home, turned on the TV to watch Star Wars, and sat down. Then it felt like something was creeping up the left half of my head. POWPOWPOWPOWPOWPOWPOW. I put my hand on my head and I could feel it pulsing.
I have no idea what to do.
Mom is taking me to a doctor, but she wants me to fill out a small nothebook of when these headaches occur. And I have noticed something; They always happen on the left half of my head. All I want is for it to stop. I don't know how much more of it I can take. These aren't headaches, they're migraines. My dads are probably much worse than mine, but I am in so much pain when they do occur.
...and thank you for reading my complaints.
~Timmeh
Thursday, June 18, 2009
YEEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHH BOYEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
Hem-Hem...*clears throat*
I IS GETTING A NEW PHONE TOMORROW!!!!!11!!!!!!11!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!1!!!!11!!!!!one!!!!!!1!!!!!
And that is all.
***
But seriously, I got all A's and B's, with one almost-C... I'm just glad I passed Guitar with... A 94!!! I thought my jerky teacher would have failed me... But, I passed with flying colors!
Well, I cant think much more past that... so, Cya later!
~Timmeh
I IS GETTING A NEW PHONE TOMORROW!!!!!11!!!!!!11!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!1!!!!11!!!!!one!!!!!!1!!!!!
And that is all.
***
But seriously, I got all A's and B's, with one almost-C... I'm just glad I passed Guitar with... A 94!!! I thought my jerky teacher would have failed me... But, I passed with flying colors!
Well, I cant think much more past that... so, Cya later!
~Timmeh
Monday, June 15, 2009
Jorb, Jeurb, Jooorub... Ramrod?
Ive noticed: all I do is get mad when I write. Pffft I get furious sometimes. But what the heck; it makes people laugh. And I see that as one of my full-time jobs nowadays, followed up shortly by helping other people with their problems.
Speaking of Jobs, guess who's (hopefully) getting one? Moi. Hey look! A french word; I think I spelled it right... Little Caesars(Ceasars?) doesn't hire anyone younger than 16... Crap. The Guitar Center is hard to get into... Crap. I could try lawn-mowing... *pulls out and cocks gun* ...Nevermind. As you can see, an inexperienced 15 year old doesnt have many options. I guess I could try volunteer work- no pay, but I have to start somewhere.
Ugh... decisions, decisions. Life is full of them, just not the ones that we want to see. I would like to work at the guitar center- pretty high up for a first job. Little Ceasars wants 16 year olds- maybe next summer. I guess I could shoot for Lifeguard- its just the classes cost a bit much.
On a more positive note, I'm working on a song I wrote for the guitar. I am a TERRIBLE song-writer, but a friend of mine has inspired me. I hope I finish it... All the other songs I started I could never finish. But this one seems like a keeper.
On another positive note, I've found that I am actually pretty good at drawing characters from the Sonic the Hedgehog video games. If I have a chance, I'll upload one or two of my favorites. I showed them to friends of mine at school, and found pretty positive comments.
wow, its late...
Okie Dokie then... That pretty much covers all I wanted to say!
~Timmeh
Speaking of Jobs, guess who's (hopefully) getting one? Moi. Hey look! A french word; I think I spelled it right... Little Caesars(Ceasars?) doesn't hire anyone younger than 16... Crap. The Guitar Center is hard to get into... Crap. I could try lawn-mowing... *pulls out and cocks gun* ...Nevermind. As you can see, an inexperienced 15 year old doesnt have many options. I guess I could try volunteer work- no pay, but I have to start somewhere.
Ugh... decisions, decisions. Life is full of them, just not the ones that we want to see. I would like to work at the guitar center- pretty high up for a first job. Little Ceasars wants 16 year olds- maybe next summer. I guess I could shoot for Lifeguard- its just the classes cost a bit much.
On a more positive note, I'm working on a song I wrote for the guitar. I am a TERRIBLE song-writer, but a friend of mine has inspired me. I hope I finish it... All the other songs I started I could never finish. But this one seems like a keeper.
On another positive note, I've found that I am actually pretty good at drawing characters from the Sonic the Hedgehog video games. If I have a chance, I'll upload one or two of my favorites. I showed them to friends of mine at school, and found pretty positive comments.
wow, its late...
Okie Dokie then... That pretty much covers all I wanted to say!
~Timmeh
Sunday, May 24, 2009
GOD BLESS America
Yes its been a while.
***
Memorial Day Weekend:
The first weekend of summer, a time to relax, and enjoy the cool, caressing water from the pool and the ocean.
WRONG!
This weekend was set aside to honor the lives of those who have died on the battlefield. Those who have fought to save us from horrors beyond our imaginations. Those who have lost their lives for the loved ones that they have back at home.
This weekend was also set aside to thank those loved ones, to lend a hand to ones without a sibling, spouse, or child now. We must pay our respects to them and their families.
And people are just lying on their backs, sunbathing, without a freaking care in the world? Does that seem right to you? Well, if it does, get your brain checked.
Sure, a little relaxation is alright, but please, pay respects to those who have lost their lives on the battlefront.
God Bless America, reader. No one has the right to say otherwise.
~Timmeh
***
Memorial Day Weekend:
The first weekend of summer, a time to relax, and enjoy the cool, caressing water from the pool and the ocean.
WRONG!
This weekend was set aside to honor the lives of those who have died on the battlefield. Those who have fought to save us from horrors beyond our imaginations. Those who have lost their lives for the loved ones that they have back at home.
This weekend was also set aside to thank those loved ones, to lend a hand to ones without a sibling, spouse, or child now. We must pay our respects to them and their families.
And people are just lying on their backs, sunbathing, without a freaking care in the world? Does that seem right to you? Well, if it does, get your brain checked.
Sure, a little relaxation is alright, but please, pay respects to those who have lost their lives on the battlefront.
God Bless America, reader. No one has the right to say otherwise.
~Timmeh
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
A quiz modeled after a quiz
Josh, thou hast inspired me:
So, I quizzed my self using his quiz which he got from Annie!
Okay, here it goes (I may have added some things)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Tim
Timmy
Timmeh(obviously)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
ShadowT*
Gitarplayr
Timothy Michael
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Took pictures of the SNOW!!!!!!!1111!!!!!!one!!!!!!!!
Fell down in snow
This
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My hair
My eyes
My personality
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My cheeks
Facial hair (Blech!!!)
My stomach fat
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
English
Norweigian
Cherokee
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Getting rejected
Abduction
Stupid People (like the kids who call in a bomb threat just to get out of taking a test)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Jeans
Tony Hawk Tee
Cross Necklace
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Showering, otherwise- "look, here comes stink-boy!"
Everthing else just works itself out, I guess...
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
My bed. I. NEED. SLEEP!!!
My iPod. I can't fall asleep without it.
My alarm clock. otherwise, I'd sleep in reeeeeaaaaalllllyyyy late.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS.
Michael Buble, his song, "home", Always makes me think of my friends.
Zebrahead. They have done alot of guitar stuff for videogames.
I like broadway play music.
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
When someone hugs you. It really can turn your day around.
Take a bath. whenever I have alot of stress, I take a bath. Hot water. I ruvs it!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Home, By Michael Buble
Quando, Quando, Quando, by Michael Buble/ Nelly Furtado
His World, By Zebrahead
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Have a solo in a guitar concert
Make an A in Geometrty
Have 300+ friends on facebook
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
My selfishness
My arrogance
My inability to stay focused
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Fun!
Honesty
Not-Long-Distance-ness
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
Uhmm... Myself?
My Time
My laughter
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
If sleeping were a sport, I would have alot of trophies
I love to read, write, and draw
I hate playing video-games.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Laughter
Smiling
Bubbly personality
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
The things she talks about. A really big part of my day is walking her to her bus, listening to what she talks about
What makes her laugh
Having an open-ness to listen to ME of all people
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Draw. I like to do it, but annie makes my people look like twigs.
Stay focused within a Twilight conversation.
Make funny jokes. I just can't do it. Josh, bless you that you will laugh at the corny stuff I say!
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Un-Puberty-ness. Another Child-hood wasted
Camp.
Just my innocence. I never worried about failing in Kindergarten!
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
A free trip to New York
A million dollars
A Puppy!
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
My Personality
My opinion
My friends. I love y'all!
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Playing Guitar. More like expirimenting...
Building Robots/sculptures out of Legos.
Vaccuming. It's real fun!
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Finish this.
Sleep.
Not go to school tommorow.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Mechanical-Engineering
Building Robots
Guitar Player for celebrity singers. You and me Michael Buble, we'd be a great team! Just gimme the Music sheet
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
New York
Italy
Carribean
THREE CARTOON/TV CHARACTERS:
Kakashi from Naruto
Jayne from Firefly
Emerson Codd from Pushing Daisies
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Zack
Michael
Daniel
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Esmerelda
Isabelle
Sheila
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
sky-dive
Jump in a shark-cage with Great Whites
Go on a Cross Country trip with friends
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
Whoever.
Wants.
To. (sorry Josh, I stole it)
Duh Duh Duhm! (something I added just as a treat for you lucky reader to make it this far!)
THREE THINGS THAT PISS YOU OFF:
Stupid drivers who shouldn't be on the road
Depressing Political ads
Girls who think they're all-that
Hope you learned something new about me!
~Timmeh
So, I quizzed my self using his quiz which he got from Annie!
Okay, here it goes (I may have added some things)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Tim
Timmy
Timmeh(obviously)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
ShadowT*
Gitarplayr
Timothy Michael
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Took pictures of the SNOW!!!!!!!1111!!!!!!one!!!!!!!!
Fell down in snow
This
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My hair
My eyes
My personality
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My cheeks
Facial hair (Blech!!!)
My stomach fat
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
English
Norweigian
Cherokee
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Getting rejected
Abduction
Stupid People (like the kids who call in a bomb threat just to get out of taking a test)
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Jeans
Tony Hawk Tee
Cross Necklace
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Showering, otherwise- "look, here comes stink-boy!"
Everthing else just works itself out, I guess...
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
My bed. I. NEED. SLEEP!!!
My iPod. I can't fall asleep without it.
My alarm clock. otherwise, I'd sleep in reeeeeaaaaalllllyyyy late.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS.
Michael Buble, his song, "home", Always makes me think of my friends.
Zebrahead. They have done alot of guitar stuff for videogames.
I like broadway play music.
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
When someone hugs you. It really can turn your day around.
Take a bath. whenever I have alot of stress, I take a bath. Hot water. I ruvs it!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Home, By Michael Buble
Quando, Quando, Quando, by Michael Buble/ Nelly Furtado
His World, By Zebrahead
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Have a solo in a guitar concert
Make an A in Geometrty
Have 300+ friends on facebook
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
My selfishness
My arrogance
My inability to stay focused
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Fun!
Honesty
Not-Long-Distance-ness
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
Uhmm... Myself?
My Time
My laughter
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
If sleeping were a sport, I would have alot of trophies
I love to read, write, and draw
I hate playing video-games.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Laughter
Smiling
Bubbly personality
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
The things she talks about. A really big part of my day is walking her to her bus, listening to what she talks about
What makes her laugh
Having an open-ness to listen to ME of all people
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Draw. I like to do it, but annie makes my people look like twigs.
Stay focused within a Twilight conversation.
Make funny jokes. I just can't do it. Josh, bless you that you will laugh at the corny stuff I say!
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Un-Puberty-ness. Another Child-hood wasted
Camp.
Just my innocence. I never worried about failing in Kindergarten!
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
A free trip to New York
A million dollars
A Puppy!
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
My Personality
My opinion
My friends. I love y'all!
THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Playing Guitar. More like expirimenting...
Building Robots/sculptures out of Legos.
Vaccuming. It's real fun!
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Finish this.
Sleep.
Not go to school tommorow.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Mechanical-Engineering
Building Robots
Guitar Player for celebrity singers. You and me Michael Buble, we'd be a great team! Just gimme the Music sheet
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
New York
Italy
Carribean
THREE CARTOON/TV CHARACTERS:
Kakashi from Naruto
Jayne from Firefly
Emerson Codd from Pushing Daisies
THREE BOY’S NAMES:
Zack
Michael
Daniel
THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
Esmerelda
Isabelle
Sheila
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
sky-dive
Jump in a shark-cage with Great Whites
Go on a Cross Country trip with friends
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
Whoever.
Wants.
To. (sorry Josh, I stole it)
Duh Duh Duhm! (something I added just as a treat for you lucky reader to make it this far!)
THREE THINGS THAT PISS YOU OFF:
Stupid drivers who shouldn't be on the road
Depressing Political ads
Girls who think they're all-that
Hope you learned something new about me!
~Timmeh
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